Yes, that's what's going on.

The BF and I split up, with the vague possibility of getting back together in the future, once I've got a steady job, my own place, and we're still interested in trying again. Right now, I don't know WHAT I want short of my own place, so I'm not thinking about it. This involves a lot of keeping distracted.

Anyway, because of this, I am now living with my parents (and I invite you all to scream in pain on my behalf), and have very little interest in graphics at the moment. I'm playing a lot of pool on Pogo though - usually High Stakes (2000 token bet per game), and I'm spending a lot of time with an old ex of mine, who's doing worlds to make me feel better about myself. In fact, thanks to him I think I'm regaining a lot of the confidence I used to have... it's too bad he's got that depression that's always dragging him down... plus his parents are psycho.

Either way things are kind of a mess right now, with me desperately looking for a job but not knowing where to begin.

Life is a pain in the ass sometimes.

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