Ok so what I'm pretty sure is BPD is hitting hard today. I went from relatively content to totally pissed off to miserable to pissed off to miserable in just over 12 hours. I doubt the combination of it and the PMS is a good one.

If I could just get a fucking appointment with my Dr. I'd feel better, but he's not open on Wednesdays. What kind of Dr. isn't open on Wednesdays??

Ok, ok.. that's just me splitting, and I shouldn't do that. He isn't a bad Dr.... he just makes REALLY SHITTY referrals.

Ok.. I'm doing it again.

I'm just going to shut up now and go on being silently miserable... and drunk. At least I probably will be by the end of the night.

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